Whats on your mind?

my sexy baby sleeping i think i know what he dreaming about lol

I miss my baby

Why my dad gotta act retarded!

my baba and why he yahoo actin up like crazy

Nothingsz on my mind right now lol

food oh gosh me hungry

Well golang and eat nuh lol.

Someone

lol i cant move i'm too cold

What to do today

me in guyana

where my baby is

what my mom is gonna wear to go to guyana

Why my babesz wont pick up his phone

whats my baba doing

When my babesz is gonna finish talkin to his uncle online so we cud go sleep lol

what is my family gonna say when i reach guyana

skools about to start like in 5 minutes

Last night.

It takes a lot to push me to the edge and I was there last night. Maybe it was because I didn't cry when it happened and kept all the anger inside. I just want this nonsense to end but it doesn't seem like it's going to. I wanted her to see her mistake but she didn't, she wouldn't accept it. It makes me wonder if she's been lying so much that she actually believes the lies she says. Last night, for the first time I had to punch something to let out my anger before I hurt somebody, somebody I should never lay a hand on and I'm willing to admit this. I didn't hit her though. I talked for hours being calm but she denied everything, she heard her own voice and still said she didn't know half of what the recording was talking about and she was the one saying it. God please give me strength to control myself and deal with this. I thought this would make things a little better but I have a feeling things might get worse now

God this is a lot, maybe I shouldn't post this here, I guess I'll continue it in my xanga.

Flame_Angel wrote:

Last night.

It takes a lot to push me to the edge and I was there last night. Maybe it was because I didn't cry when it happened and kept all the anger inside. I just want this nonsense to end but it doesn't seem like it's going to. I wanted her to see her mistake but she didn't, she wouldn't accept it. It makes me wonder if she's been lying so much that she actually believes the lies she says. Last night, for the first time I had to punch something to let out my anger before I hurt somebody, somebody I should never lay a hand on and I'm willing to admit this. I didn't hit her though. I talked for hours being calm but she denied everything, she heard her own voice and still said she didn't know half of what the recording was talking about and she was the one saying it. God please give me strength to control myself and deal with this. I thought this would make things a little better but I have a feeling things might get worse now

God this is a lot, maybe I shouldn't post this here, I guess I'll continue it in my xanga.

ugh Chris, I told you already, its not worth it to depress yourself over THAT. Its not going to do anything for you. I'll call you tonight

This person that i called 3 times and they haven't answered there phone, plus the trouble im slowly getting myself into

final exams